Ana MS: Archive

Listen honey, shit always happens...

...
y : Oh my, I completely forgot.
x : It's cool. I see you later
y : Wait. What are you doing?
x : What does it look like?
y : Just let me explain
x : What exactly needs explanation? ...the fact that I have been waiting around like a moron hoping that one day you will actually feel about me the way I feel about you or the fact that you are so obsessed with your future that you completely forget about everyone that you are supposed to give a shit about?
y : ….
x : I'm not waiting anymore. I'm done.
y : ....
x : I may not know exactly what my future looks like, but I do know one thing : you are not in it.
blam! car's door closed
Na : do you still remember the last time we went out with the four-wheels? You seem no longer the same person who was at that time .. no longer the same person who brought my bag into the car when I was going to the toilet .. when we were sitting face on place to eat at that time .. The four-wheel.. might be the last time for us.. the best and even might be the worst.. as it was.

Oct 30, 2010

Oct 28, 2010

who the hell knows, honey?

When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up.

Our answers were things like astronaut, president or in my case, a princess.

When we were ten, they asked again„,

…and we answered cowboy, rock star or in my case, a gold medalist.

But now that we have grown up, they want a serious answer.

well, how about this :

who the hell knows?

This isn’t the time to make hard and fast decisions.

This is the time to make mistakes.

…Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere

…Fall in love -a lot

…Major in philosophy, because there is no way to make a career out of that

Change your mind and change it again, because nothing is permanent

So, make as many mistakes as you can

That way, someday, when they ask what we wanna be…

—We wont have to guess… We will know.

~~-one good scene in Eclipse - 0:51:16~~

Oct 26, 2010

Oct 25, 2010

“

I may love the wrong person..

crying for the wrong reason…

but one thing is sure… -mistakes help me to find the right person

” —

Oct 23, 2010

Oct 17, 2010

“

yah ngambek ana, bsok plng breng ya na„, bis magriban„, - jan 24 10 – 07.04pm

Na, dmn u? – jan 24 10 – 08.50pm

knp boong sih na, bls sms a bru pas nyampe kosan, u ngikutin khan na? – jan 24 10 – 09.14pm

Gw blik mgariban loh na, mau nggu? u ngambil beasiswa khan? – jan 25 10 – 08.41am

mles, tnang aj sih na, ad w iniy, w usahain jm 5 dh ya… - jan 25 10 – 09.09am

lah, khan uda w blang tnang aj, ad w yg nmenin, jd mpe isya jg gpp na, ok… - jan 25 10 – 04.09pm

uda slsai na, btar ya siap dlu… - jan 25 10 – 05.46pm

btar na… - jan 25 10 – 06.35pm

ko u ngbek sih na, nada a td ga enak d tlpn, ngabek u na? – feb 1 10 – 08.21pm

Na.. – feb 1 10 – 08.57pm

Iy na, ati” ya… - feb 3 10 – 11.09am

— i love every single time you called me ‘Na’

” —

Oct 17, 2010

dia sakit, Tuhan.

Dear God..

please come in…

come in please..

entah ini ‘surat’ ke berapa yang aku (terlanjur) tujukan untuk Mu..

hari ini dia sepertinya sedang tidak dalam kondisi baik.. entah dia sakit apa.. tapi rasa sakit itu benar-benar keren sehingga berhasil membuat dia tidak main basket tadi pagi -tidak seperti biasanya..

Tuhan.. Tuhan.. Tuhan..

lindungi ia selalu ya.. sama seperti ketika Engkau melindung kedua orang tua ku juga kedua adikku.

sudah ya Tuhan..

aku malu.. selalu meminta pada - Mu..

tapi aku memang begitu.. selalu membutuhkan -Mu..

sign,

Na

Oct 17, 2010

Ana MS

October 2010

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