May 2011
8 posts
Obrolan malam di kamar kosan : Na, Kak Riris, Rokok, dan Vanilla Latte.
- Y : Lu bego ya, Na. Lu baru kenal dia beberapa bulan, apa jaminan dia lebih baik dari si 'I' yang udah lu kenal 6 tahun? dan ga ada salahnya juga lu 'main' ama 2 orang, toh yang di sana juga ga tahu. Ga usah terlalu berharap banyak deh dari orang yang baru lu kenal. Harapan itu kosong. Kosong. Ga ada wujudnya. Ga bisa dilihat dan dipegang bentuknya. Jangan berharap sama 'harapan'. Lembek lu ah.
- X : Harapan itu kosong karena ga lu isi, Kak.
- Y : Diisi pake apa? pake cinta? jangan bego sih lu, Na.
- X : Pake doa, Kak. Harapan itu doa dalam tindakan.
- Y : Tetep aja kenyataannya ga segampang itu kan? kalau nanti lu sakit hati nangis-nangis awas ya.
- X : Kak, kenyataannya kan emang ada terlalu banyak hal yang ga bs diutarakan, jadi pasrahkan saja dalam doa dan nantinya semua akan baik-baik aja kok.
- Y : Lu kenapa sih? gila ya? terobsesi ama dia? ga mungkin lu suka ama dia, lah baru kenal kemaren sore juga, mending ama yang udah lu kenal 6 tahun, Na. Pilih yang bener sih. Jangan sampe nyesel.
- X : I do not know„ I just thanked God for knowing him in my recent months, days, minutes, and seconds.
did you know?
- y : This chapter is over.
- x : I love him. You know I have tried to change these feelings. I have done everything. Other guys, other towns, other jobs.. and they say that it gets easier with time? but it doesn't. If anything, the more time passes the more I miss him.
- y : Unrequited love is the perfect romantic construct. It allows 2 cowardly people to act out a fantasy of love without having to face any real consequences.
- x : ...
- y : You deserve to be with someone who is in love with you, totally and completely..
- x : Then, I deserve to be with him.
why?
“Why are we still friends when we both know we are so much more?”
“A guy and a girl can be just friend, but at one point or another, they’ll fall for each other..
maybe temporarily,
maybe at the wrong time,
maybe too late or
maybe forever.” —Dave Matthews
maybe temporarily,
maybe at the wrong time,
maybe too late or
maybe forever.” —Dave Matthews
